Walking Down The Street

Once Upon a Time...

There used to be a time

when I used to close my eyes

but my world was still bright
cause there used to be a sight
of his halo

his light

and now for me,it's a matter of pride

that I managed to survive

those restless sleepless nights

I lied myself

more than a hundred times
saying I was normal,everything was all right
but something always whispered from inside
"Really?"
"May be I have become

more than a child!"

Had it been normal

Had it been all right

my heart wouldn't have pounded so loud
when he sat by my side

my body had to be normal

not on a temperature so high!

It was the only time

I had become so desperate
just to catch a sight
of the person I felt so nice
Every moment,my mind was disturbed
Oh God!
Why did you create? those intoxicating eyes?


But I ask you why?
why didn't you save
the heart of your child
for you never wanted him
to remain in my life
you knew my heart was immature
you knew it was fragile

whenever I asked you the courage,

just to speak a word
your answer was always "No!"
But I am obliged my Lord,
cause now,
I have come to know
that you were right enough
to let him go!

and you have even taught me how it feels

when a person becomes all that means